Pisces Thoughts- Feeling unloved

 

African_Mermaid_by_SithLordLiisa

 My insecurities are starting to resurface. For the past few weeks I’ve been second guessing myself. I’m constantly wondering if I’m making the right decisions, sitting around waiting for some kind of sign. As a Pisces I deal with moments of fogginess. I sometimes get confused easily, and then I begin to feel overwhelmed by almost everything: Work, Motherhood and friendships. I feel this strong need to hide. I want to stay home and dream, and escape.

I’ve had moments where I look at myself in the mirror, and I don’t recognize myself. I feel as though I’m walking around in someone else’s body. It’s a strange feeling. In my natal chart, I have Venus Square Saturn. Anyone who knows anything about Astrology knows that this is an extremely difficult aspect to have. I feel unattractive, and unloveable. I feel old. I have someone in my life. I’m not in love with this someone. he revealed to me a few weeks ago that he was in love with me. I really didn’t want to hear that. As nice as he is, I feel no mental or spiritual connection to him whatsoever. He’s constantly telling how pretty I am, and how beautiful my teeth are [Yes!] But, I am so programmed to not like the way I look, I don’t believe him. I just write it off as him trying to be “Nice”, or  “Trying to make me feel better.”

I’ve learned to live with my Venus/Saturn aspect. It’s just something that I deal with. yet for the past few weeks these feelings of inferiority have completely taken over. I just want some peace.

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6 responses to “Pisces Thoughts- Feeling unloved

  1. What a beautiful image you chose to go with this post! It’s really breathtakingly gorgeous – if only we could all feel as lovely as this sea goddess!

  2. please try to give this guy some time; it is so amazing to have someone who loves everyone about you (unless he looks like a beast) lol

  3. Thank you both for the comments!

    @ Invisiblewoman- Your comment was really funny! :)

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  5. hello Soul sister…jupiter and saturn in capricorn both squaring my venus!!! know exactly how you feel!!!
    It might be difficult to believe me but we are not doomed by this aspect…right now, I am feeling the way you do because saturn went retrograde and is agitating that sore spot in my soul…maybe it is time for both of us to break that bond with that poor self image we have of ourselves…
    it is worth a try…

  6. Mermaid thank you for responding. I sometimes feel as though I’m doomed by that damn Venus/Saturn aspect. It’s a double edged sword actually. It has actually Protected me in alot of ways. Especially as far as men are concerned.

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